Discombobulation and dreamstuff

Nov. 24th, 2025 02:58 pm
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I complain sometimes about time and the surreality of the passage thereof and whatnot, but this morning I had several minutes of genuinely wondering if the way the year is barreling toward its end meant the first Sunday of Advent had already passed without my even noticing. I'm not sure if something about the timing of US Thanksgiving threw me off, or if it's as simple as my not having put "Advent begins" on my calendar, which I think I usually note in advance. (In practical terms it'd be fine; as it happens, I'm planning to use a "burn a bit every day of December" Advent candle, which probably means not breaking out the wreath for the four Sundays. But still.)

I often have weird dreams and don't usually remember much about them, but until today I'm not sure I'd ever before woken up from a dream where I was watching a movie? In the case of this dream, I was at the theatre watching what was officially a Newsflesh film adaptation, but in the sense that (from what I know of it, never having seen it) the World War Z movie is based on that book, which is to say, really not at all. ("Lead" characters who were supposed to be Georgia and Shaun, yes, but nothing to do with [*checks notes*] characters-as-people, zombies, viruses, or politics, and possibly not journalism, either. I think there was some sort of lab creating humanoid/animal mixes of some sort, possibly giving them guns.) It went on for quite some time.

My dream-self was appalled, of course, but at least glad to think Seanan had presumably gotten a decent chunk of money for the rights. She's got cats to feed!

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Nov. 23rd, 2025 05:12 pm
harpers_child: melaka fray reading from "Tales of the Slayers". (Default)
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Got my flu and covid shots today. Turns out LA took away the need for a prescription sometime in October. Shout out to the pharmacist who told us.

edit: Having some kind of reaction to one of the shots. I can feel The Flush in my face. Can't tell if I'm pinker because I both took a shower and walked around a store today both of which make me get pinker. Arm sore. No symptoms in mouth/throat and no hives on hands (early symptom places). I have a sharp building migraine, but that could be weather. Currently trying to decide if I'll take my planned single Benedryl or the suggested two (taking two sometimes gives me muscle twitches in my legs). Have phantom pain in shoulder that didn't get shots.
umadoshi: text: "I am very brave generally, only today I happen to have a headache" (headache (skellorg))
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Reading: I finished August Clarke's Metal from Heaven (really good, with gorgeous writing) and read Into the Broken Lands, which was my first Tanya Huff book in...probably a couple of decades, honestly. Also really good. (I have a bonus soft spot for her because she was GoH at the local SFF con one year when I went in high school.)

Currently reading: Rebecca Mahoney's The Memory Eater.

And [personal profile] scruloose and I are close enough to the end of Network Effect that we could probably finish it tonight if we really tried; annoyingly, it's due back at something like 6 PM today, and we can't get it finished by then, so we're gonna have to renew it. >.<

Cooking/Baking: I mentioned having apples we needed to bake with early in the month, and what we wound up going with was the Easiest Ever MOIST Apple Cake from RecipeTin eats, chosen in large part based on our available springform pans. It's tasty (we took the last pieces out to thaw for this evening), but I can't say "moist" is one of the first words it brings to mind. (It's not dry or anything, just...a perfectly pleasantly-textured cake.)

Tonight's dinner plan is Smitten Kitchen's Roast Chicken with Schmaltzy Cabbage. (It calls for a green cabbage and we have a Savoy, but hopefully that'll be okay.) Last weekend when we were out erranding we bought said cabbage, some carrots, and some broccoli (all still in the fridge), and some spring mix (fortunately not still in the fridge), but then we had a HelloFresh box to get through.

Buying vegetables is presumably the first step to actually cooking them, and I made sure to at least mostly choose some that would last a while. >.> The Bee Wilson book I mentioned recently has a section specifically on learning/practicing different cooking techniques with carrots, so I'm hoping to actually make use of the bag of carrots with my own hands. We'll see how that goes.

Householding: The upright freezer in the garage has been making unhappy noises and needing to be poked at periodically to keep it running. Time to get a new one, I guess. >.< Everyone loves appliance shopping!

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Nov. 20th, 2025 12:06 am
harpers_child: melaka fray reading from "Tales of the Slayers". (Default)
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In honor of my mother posting the first "no one fills mom's stocking" guilt trip of the season, please help me brain storm stocking stuffers for my mother. (Sympathies as I bang my head against the wall also accepted.)

Rules:
No food. No drink. One of her doctors said she's per-diabetic and no number of other doctors saying her blood work doesn't support that will convince her otherwise.

Nothing scented (no soap, lotion, perfume, candles, bath bombs, shower steamers, etc). She barely wears makeup and doesn't need any kind of brushes or similar. When she wants painted nails my sibling who does nail polish as a hobby paints them for her. She's happy with her minimal skin care routine and isn't interested in trying new products.

She's doesn't want nice stationary. She buys herself the kinds of pens she likes.

She doesn't need socks, slippers, hand towels, kitchen gear of any kind, flashlights, multi-tools, utility knives or box openers, playing cards, coloring books, art supplies, tote bags, luggage tags, book lights, battery packs for her phone, charging cables, or any of the similar things I've seen on suggested lists on the internet.

Last year I got everyone funny glasses cleaning cloths, a pack of those single use hand soap sheets you can toss in your bag for when there's no soap in the bathroom, and a pack of single use laundry soap sheets for when you need to do a quick sink wash of something (intended for travel). I think I'm the only person who has used any of them at all.

Why bother with the stocking stuffers at all, you might ask. I cannot take a single "no one fills mom's stocking" comment more. The passive-aggressive bullshit has gotten to me. I now must find two to five items my mom will likely use and are under $40 USD every year in addition to figuring out what I'm getting her off her list (which is mostly unhelpful "experiences" she will never actually make a plan with me to do.)
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Reading: Recently finished: Bury Our Bones in the Midnight Soil (Schwab, V.E.), Confidence (Frumkin, Rafael), and Hemlock & Silver (Kingfisher, T.).

Currently reading: Still working through Almost Everything: Notes on Hope (Lamott, Anne) and most of the way through Metal from Heaven (Clarke, August). [personal profile] scruloose and I have passed the halfway mark on listening to Network Effect, and haven't watched anything since that's occupying our "watch/listen to something together" time.

Weathering: Well, the weather sure has noticed it's November! This is not the first gray wet day we've had, and while yesterday kindly didn't rain on us when we went out erranding, it was down near the freezing mark (and had gone below overnight).

Eating: [personal profile] scruloose and I have a delicious go-to Indian place, but both it and our fallback spot too universally have onions in everything for them to be good choices for Ginny, so periodically when she and Kas are over we gamble on an Indian spot that none of us have tried. butter chicken sadness )

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Nov. 14th, 2025 01:35 pm
harpers_child: melaka fray reading from "Tales of the Slayers". (Default)
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Have determined that the ren faire shop put me in the wrong size corset. Either that or their pattern is wildly bad for my body shape. It's an underbust so I was avoiding the worst of my fit issues. They only had the one length, so I knew to expect that it'd hit my thighs when sitting. (I am absurdly short-waisted.)

In an attempt to tighten the bottom enough to not be able to fit my closed fist longways on either side of hip while also having room for my closed fist shortways in front of my lower stomach, I have tightened the damn corset enough that the bottom two (of six) pairs of lacing are touching. Also despite having balcony seating for a family of four there is also significant gaping around the top of this thing. I have an inch maybe two of reduction around my middle.

This is comically ill-fitted at this point. I was wearing two thin linen dresses and a pair of linen pants I only wear under longer things when I got fitted. I thought the fit issues I had at faire were because the damn thing was too long.

I guess I'll take pictures and reach out to see how to return it. I might be able to get out to faire again before end of season, but I also might not.

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Nov. 14th, 2025 11:43 am
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Kelley Armstrong, Death at a Highland Wedding (2025)

Latest novel in the Rip Through Time series, in which a Vancouver B.C. police detective finds herself transported to 1870 Edinburgh, where she falls in with an undertaker who does forensic pathology work on the side, and they solve crimes together. This one is something like novel 5 in the series (with several additional novellas).

I wrote the... *checks AO3 to confirm* ...yes, still the only fic for Mallory and Gray (the Canadian detective and the Scottish undertaker). And every year since I wrote it, I know when a new novel has been published because there's a small influx of readers who turn to AO3 to self-medicate for the fact that Mallory and Gray still haven't gotten together yet. So I already knew from this year's comments that they don't get together in this book, either!

AND YET.
AND YET. (spoilers) Gray proposes a marriage of convenience, Mallory turns it down because she's holding out for a love match, Gray begins to say something about maybe in time she will develop feelings for him -- but cannily phrased, so that she doesn't realize HE ALREADY HAS feelings for HER, and she storms out. AND THEN. He writes her a letter explaining all! Which she doesn't get because of murder mystery shenanigans! Which is very Jane Austen of him, but he NEVER REWRITES THE LETTER, NOR CONFESSES WHAT WAS IN IT, and we're left with them deciding on the last page that if they can't come up with a better option by the time his sister gets married, he and Mallory will do a marriage of convenience after all -- WHICH IS VERY PINING IDIOTS OF BOTH OF THEM AND I WOULD GO AND BITCH TO THE ONLY PERSON ON AO3 WHO WROTE FIC ABOUT THEM. EXCEPT THAT PERSON IS ME. SO HERE I AM. BITCHING TO YOU.


Yes, I'll read the next book in the series. No, they still won't have gotten together. Yes, I'll be as mad about it as I am right now. ARGH. ([personal profile] grrlpup finds my frustration very amusing.)


E. Pauline Johnson (Mohawk), The Moccasin Maker (1913)

I have the impression that if I was Canadian I might have been more familiar with Johnson before this, as she was an early light on Canada's literary scene. She was more famed for her poetry than her stories, but I first heard of her because Chelsea Vowell (Metis) recommended the story "A Red Girl's Reasoning", which is included in this collection.

Johnson was mixed race herself, and a fair number of these stories feature protagonists in mixed-race marriages, sometimes happy, sometimes not. A lot of her characterizations are idealized, but I found the stories entertaining and sometimes thought-provoking. I very much enjoyed how often she centered indigenous women, and how she routinely insisted on their agency and dignity -- "A Red Girl's Reasoning" is a prime example.

I also enjoyed that chinuk wawa made the occasional appearance! Johnson lived her later life in Vancouver, British Columbia, which was within the region in which chinuk was commonly spoken. Her use of the language is a little different than what I was taught down here, but still entirely comprehensible to me. (And for people unfamiliar with chinuk wawa, she explains the terms that can't be deduced from context).

Warning for those who check out the Gutenberg edition: the included foreword about Johnson is as racist as all get out.


Rachel Poliquin (illus. Nicholas John Frith), The Superpower Field Guide: BEAVERS (2018)

Breathless, dynamic, humorous, chock-full-of-facts middle-readers book about why beavers are extraordinary. I learned a bunch of stuff, and have to agree: beavers are extraordinary! The illustrations are in a deft, mid-twentieth-century cartooning style that I found charming. Will definitely check out other books in the series.

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Nov. 12th, 2025 09:01 pm
harpers_child: melaka fray reading from "Tales of the Slayers". (Default)
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1. Weather change has knocked me over. That's possibly unfair to the weather change as I've been knocked over since I had covid in August. I should make a doctor's appointment about it, except I don't have the brain bandwidth to make it. I need to make several different doctor's appointments and just can't make myself do it. (ADHD and chronic fatigue make for a fun combination.)

2. Pulled down and uprooted the black eyed pea plants. They've been dead for a few weeks and I've been grabbing the pods as they dry out. No more pods for a few days so it's time for the dead plants to go. (Did find a few pods while pulling down the vines.) About a third of the vines got cut up and put into the composter. Stopped about there due to combination of blister forming on my finger and running out of room.

3. It's not seasonal depression when it's been ongoing for more than a year, but I've fallen deeper into the hole since the time change. ("this is not your grave, get out of this hole.") I'd been doing better. The backslide is hitting me almost as hard as the increased bad brain.
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For anyone who's Dark Souls-curious and has a spare 30 mins, this is the best illustration I've seen of the process of figuring out a boss fight, and how you can go from dying in the first couple of seconds of a fight to methodical execution of it (and why it's so incredibly satisfying when you do):



For context, this is the Stray Demon, an optional side boss who's a very beefed-up version (now with added magic, as well as vastly increased damage and HP!) of the Asylum Demon from the tutorial.

I have a theory that the Asylum Demon is so pear-shaped partly in order to encourage the novice player to think of getting behind him and stabbing him in the arse, thus learning a key component of DS1 strategy (positioning yourself where it's hardest for them to hit you, which frequently means getting behind them or in their crotch).

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