I had a day at the bouldering gym where even two feet felt TOO FAR OFF THE GROUND and halfway up every route was "OMG I'm going to fall and die!" but I kept climbing anyway and forced myself not to quit partway up routes I knew I could make and managed to top over a route that was at the very edge of my ability rating-wise and another route I'd been climbing most of and then freaking out and climbing down for two weeks now.

And I'm definitely noticing improvement in how I cling to the wall and what I can hold onto and my thought process in how I move up the wall YAY!